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Peter’s Moment

I just got done reading through Luke 22. It’s the story of the Last Supper, Jesus’ betrayal and arrest, and Peter’s denial. It’s a section of Scripture I’ve read or heard preached on probably a hundred times in my life. I would have told you I know this passage pretty well.

But I noticed something new today about this passage. Something that’s been hiding in plain sight. We all know the story of Jesus predicting Peter’s denial of him, Peter responding with a “nu-uh Jesus, I wouldn’t ever do that,” then proceeding to do it anyway. We know the story.

But I was struck when I read something in verse 61 I’d never noticed before:

Just as he was speaking, the rooster crowed. The Lord turned and looked straight at Peter. Then Peter remembered the word the Lord had spoken to him. (Luke 22:60-61)

Just as soon as Peter betrays Jesus for the third time, the rooster crows. We all knew that part. But it’s what came after that I thought was fascinating: Jesus looked Peter square in the face.

Part of me imagines Jesus with a “I told you so, stupid” look on his face when he does this. Part of me imagines the worst look of pain and sorrow on Jesus’ face Peter had ever seen. In that moment when Jesus looked at him, Peter knew. Peter knew he had messed up. In fact, verse 62 says that Peter “went outside and wept bitterly.”

When we come face-to-face with God, as Peter did, we realize our inadequacy. Our finiteness. Our brokenness. But the grace of God is just that: he can take someone, no matter how broken, look them in the eye, know their faults, and forgive them anyway. Peter denied he even knew Christ, and he was used to help found the church!

No amount of brokenness we ever feel can compare to the grace of an infinite, matchless God who can look us in the face, faults and all, and forgive us. That’s what I learned today from Peter’s Moment.

Bravery

A few weeks ago, I started reading A Game of Thrones by George R.R. Martin. (Yes, I know I’m like a decade and a half behind on popular books.) I’m loving it so far. One of my favorite exchanges in the book happens very early on, just after a 7-year-old Bran just witnessed his father behead a man for a crime.

“Robb says the man died bravely, but Jon says he was afraid.”
“What do you think?” his father asked.
Bran thought about it. “Can a man still be brave if he’s afraid?”
“That is the only time a man can be brave,” his father told him.

There’s a misconception that bravery and courage are the absence of courage. In fact, quite the opposite is true. Bravery is being deathly afraid, and acting in spite of it.

We’ll never be without fear. But our bravery must look our fear in the face and, empowered by the Holy Spirit, act and change the world.

Our Greatest Fear

A few weeks ago, a friend of mine from Austin (shout out to Ben Sledge) posted this sermon from a friend of his on Facebook. Let me just say, I loved it. This message from Josh Riebock on our potential and was crazy powerful. If you’ve got 45 minutes, it’s worth it to watch. After you’re done reading this, of course. :)

During his message, he quoted a friend of his who said this:

“Our greatest fear is that others see us the way we see ourselves.”

When I heard that, I was blown away. When you really get to the core of our fears and our self-consciousness, it’s really fundamentally about what we think of ourselves—and what we think others think of us. We’re afraid that people see us the way we see ourselves. I struggle with this. I’m sure you struggle with it too.

The fear is huge. But overcoming it is even bigger. We need to listen to the God who’s on our side and stands with us and tells us who we are in Christ, forming his image of us. Not an image of who we think we are or who we think we should be. See yourself the way God sees you. It’s the first step to healing.

My summer

If you didn’t know, I spent my entire summer interning with the awesome people at Gateway Church in Austin, Texas. Yes, this means that I had to deal with Kenny Conley every day. And other great people at Gateway like Cathy Harwick (the fantastic children’s pastor at Gateway), Corey Schwarz (the south campus children’s pastor who was never, ever mean to me), Linnea Danna (the wonderful Operations Director), and Wendy Justis (she’s the one with the orange hair up above). I also got really connected in Gateway College, the awesome-tastic college ministry at Gateway. I met lots of great people like Mattias, Sledge, David, Colin, and tons of others who are simply too awesome to name here.

I learned a lot of awesome stuff this summer. I met some really awesome people. Time is too short to share it all here. But I’ll share some of it below in blast-out bullet point form. If you want to know more, just talk to me. I’d be glad to tell you. :)

  • Austin is amazing. It has the best food of I think anywhere on the planet.
  • Kenny Conley loves movies. Cathy Harwick likes to get a little crazy. Corey Schwarz has a beard. (And it felt weird.)
  • Small groups work.
  • Trust is essential to a community and to a team.
  • Leaders reproduce themselves in others. They work themselves out of a job.
  • Dreamers need doers.
  • Kids are hurting and broken. They need someone to love them.
  • None of us are perfect. We’re all in process together, growing and becoming more like Christ.
  • Community is critical to growth.
  • Christ shows up in a whole lot of places you’d never expect.
  • We all have something to contribute to the conversation. Listen.
  • Story changes lives.
That’s just a little spurt of some of the things I took home with me. It was an awesome summer. I’m hoping to go back next summer. Maybe sooner. It was good stuff. :)

Foolish Things

But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. -1 Corinthians 1:27 (NIV)

I’m a nerd. I’m willing to admit it. See, this is one of my favorite verses in the entire Bible. I love the message it brings to us about broken lives and about the good news of Christ. On Sunday afternoon, instead of taking a longer nap, I decided to wake up and do a word study on the word “foolish” in this verse. Told you I was a nerd.

Regardless, what I found when I dug into this verse a little was fascinating. The word translated foolish in this verse is the Greek word mōros. Yes, it is one of the roots from which we get our word moron. While it can be used to carry a meaning of a dull or stupid person, it also carries a deeper meaning.

Mōros carries a meaning of “morally worthless, a scoundrel… mōros scorns [a man's] heart and character.”

The fools Paul is referring to in 1 Corinthians aren’t unintelligent people. They are morally repugnant people. Scoundrels. The opposite of those human logic would dictate the God of the universe would choose. He has a whole world at His disposal and he chooses the “morally worthless?”

I’m glad God chose me, a morally worthless scoundrel, to be part of his Kingdom. To share in his good news. To take his message out. I’m glad he chose you too. Welcome to the club, you fool.

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